Ive tried more than anyone knows to get things right, but I can't. Right now I'm working three jobs and don't get me wrong at all I like working. I like being able to walk into a store and buy just what I want. It makes me feel good to have that power. BUT with three jobs comes being tired, mean, unpleasant, and a bitch. My body hates me right now. My back hurts, my feet and my legs do too. On the pulse side I have started to loose weight, now I just don't know if its from all the work I do or from the pills I take to keep myself going. I get one day off a week if you can even call it that.
So not only am i killing myself working all the time, but just yesterday my dog of 5 years passed away. On Thursday she gave birth to 8 beautiful puppies. I've cried over my dog more than any family member. She was the closet thing I had to a best friend. I wasn't hope when she passed. Found out this morning that her mother died the same way. WHAT THE FUCK!!! Did no one decided to tell us this???????
R.I.P COCO..
Now I go to work all day to come home to puppies that need to be feed. I love these puppies but I swearer its getting much harder than easier..
R.I.P COCO.. 