Its not over just yet..

                                                                          It takes a legend, to make a star  

    So I am no down with school and soon I will be working in a real salon. This should be a happy an joyful time for me, but I am way to scared to he happy and joyful. If I am going to tell the truth, I am scared shit less. Now that I am done I have to put on my big girl panties and face the world, BUT I don't feel like I am prepared enough. I know that once I get into a salon that I will learn and pick up all the new ropes.. But what if I fail? I am not good with failure this is a fear of mine.. 

          I know that I just can't sit back and wait for my future, I have to get out in the world and make my own, but what if I'm not strong, or smart enough?? I just can't stand the feeling of fear, it slowly eats away at me.

           So the way that I see it is this. I can either sit back and let my fear control me or take control of my fears.. And make my dream come true..  I may fail, but at least I tried in the first place..